Before I started EPM I had been trying to work for myself, which I knew was what I really wanted to do. However, I wasn’t sure how to do this exactly. I had run workshops for a range of people, and really loved this experience, but it always seemed hard to get people to come, and organisations were constantly cutting back, so I was not sure what to do or how to do it.
I had tried several courses hoping that this would help me to work out what I wanted to do, but after an initial spurt of enthusiasm it all just felt like more of the same and I was left wondering why I could not do what others seemed to find so easy. I really could not put my finger on what it was, it just felt like something was missing from everything I started and I never really got far before self-doubt overwhelmed me. I was constantly stuck in the “research” phase, building information products that just looked like a million other things and I would feel dispirited.
I tried to talk to friends and family but although they tried to be understanding, I could tell they did not get it. I felt like I was speaking a foreign language. Then I saw Marisa talking about EPM and discussing why information products no longer worked. She spoke from the heart and sharing her experience of working so hard only to realise she had overdone it really gelled with me.
I enrolled in EPM and have loved pretty much everything about the course, except that I could not do it all in the time I had – there is so much offered. There have been many times when I have felt overwhelmed but there have been so many messages from Marisa and the team, and the Facebook community that have kept me hanging in there. So much fabulous content was provided which really helped keep me on track, built clarity and answered many of my questions, and we were always reminded to give it a go.
The bits that I have loved the most though have definitely been the experience itself. Hearing about other people’s challenges and successes has been great. Marisa is amazing and I have treasured seeing her answering so many of our questions with dexterity, kindness and eloquence. She is a smart lady and gives everyone a chance, and offers so much – it has truly been a blessing to watch her in action.
I have also gained so much from the coaching experience generally as it really has provided an opportunity to work through the course, ask questions and get feedback – so thanks to Devin. I did get lost a bit along the way but he graciously hung in there with me till the 11th hour which was so helpful and got me to this point of graduating, even if I did not hit Mission Accomplished. I am left feeling positive and empowered and that is a success in itself. Looking at the next step has also allowed me to connect with Christine, who has helped me to further clarify where I am and to feel excited about the next step, rather than ashamed about not being as good as others – my usual position.
This course has really showed me that there are so many ways to make this journey and finding your own path is crucial. Whether you hit Mission Accomplished or not, it feels like everyone has accomplished so much that is worthwhile. I know I have. Congratulations to all who have tried, and thank you to all who have helped me progress on my journey.